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Some Of My History
I've always been slightly too old for my age. Oops, did I say slightly? I lied. I've had people many years my senior tell me I make them feel delightfully young. I hope this is a good thing for them since it never has been for me. The worst part is finding friends. Thankfully, I have made some, as you will come to find out. The only problem is that we change and grow out of our friendships. Sometimes they claim I've changed too much. Other times, I'm too immovable. Go figure, eh?
I grew up taking care of myself and mothering my mother. It was hard for both of us because she had depression, and I was extremely young. Yes, it would be considered neglect, but I'm glad I didn't get taken away from her because I doubt anyone else could handle me the same way she does. I would never want anything else.
I finally found someone to spend the rest of my life with. People ask me if I'm sure. Yes, I'm sure. How do I know? I can't explain it to you. You might never experience it, many people don't, but I know I have found my completion. That's all there is to it.
I sometimes do think of myself as completely insane. I guess that's a problem... I do, however, like being insane. Hey, I CANNOT help that I have such wonderful ideas all the time and they do not. What am I supposed to do? Sit around and wait for them to catch up? Hah! I think not! Oh well.  Eventually they'll realize that I AM the center of the entire universe and bow down to me....or they'll suffer the consequences *evil laugh* More insanity? Hah, you're in for a great treat. I have plenty of insanity for you. What's more, I know exactly how to torment you into listening to me. I'll tell you everything you need to know in life. Yep, everything. It'll just take me a while. I like to take my time. I'll reveal small bits of knowledge to you, interspersed by great chasms of insanity. Have fun distinguishing between it all.
A side note: I may act like I don't care about anyone but myself, but, in reality, I really do. I hope (and am sure) you can relate. Now bound onwards my friend! There is much to experience!!! Run! Frolick! Find yourself lost in the tranquility of the insanity!!! Remember while you are on your journey that irony is in the eye of the beholder.
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